I shouldn't be expecting to much right, because it seems like I'm expecting a hell of a lot more than I should. I mean, its not like it should be anymore than it should be, and I'm pretty sure she's not feeling the same way, obviously not. Keep calm, cool, collected for the time being I guess. Like I said before, I've read that letter a million times, and the fact that you haven't read it makes me seem like such a loser hahaha fuhh. Anyways, guess I have to be patient...In my own words, "In Due Time" -Freakin Story of my Life I swear.
I haven't blogged in a long time and I've got a hell of a lot to say but I guess imma keep it short and sweet. Thank you to all my friends for like...I guess letting me consult you, give me advice, keep me calm, just being true friends. iLU guys for everythang.
This is where it gets personal, and unless you go to HC, you really wouldnt understand as much haha
Shouts to Vanessa...and now Abby haha, you guys always know what to say and how to say it :) Aha f'reals though, when I told Ness that I was like...struggling through yenno..girl ish as usual haha, she told me to talk to Abby "She always knows the right answer" So I was like, alright sounds cool. Little did I know that Abby completely ooooopened up my eyes to everything in my situation haha, it was kinda like we were going through the same thing. But anyways, thank you AbZaps(if you ever read this) and I hope you know I'm here for you too.
- Kimmy, keep your head on your shoulders, even if you're feeling on top of the world like I know you are right now haha! Just keep calm, cool, collective and errthang should be Ights! I'm happy for you and I hope it all turns out the way that you want it too be.
- Anna, lol shiet I like how we were on the bus and shit talking to her about this. Anyways thanks for like chillin with me today at the aquarium and hopefully we get to do this stuff again sometime :)
- Connie, haha sup cousin. Thanks for always being there for me, givin me a hug whenever I look messed up lol, btw yeaaaah pretty sure I don't want you to buy me shoes, at least not now ;)
Some wisdom that I got from Abby, (obviously haha)
"Maybe God has a bigger plan for me that I had for myself"