Is it really true, what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling? "Some people call me a distraction, a tool that they use to keep them company until they can finally hang out with the person they want to. You know what, I fuckin agree with them." ...I don't know why but somehow I believe this is more fact than fiction. Sometimes I even feel this way with my friends. Just chilling with me because they think they have to. Well fuck them for thinking that, fuck me for not realizing it sooner. Piss off, just admit it to me so I can find new friends. Especially my friends with a significant other. Constantly texting, thinking about other people when they're with me, I know what you're doing. How would you feel if I did that the whole time and didn't say shit to you. So if you feel like you're only chilling with me cause you have to, fuck off. If you're bored with me? Fuck off. Cause I'm done with having fake friends. That goes for my best friends too...shit can't last forever if I feel like shit.
If you're bored and you find the need to talk to me, I don't give a fuck. If that's your reason for talking to me, what can I say...fuck off?