Fuck your shit.

Is it really true, what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling? "Some people call me a distraction, a tool that they use to keep them company until they can finally hang out with the person they want to. You know what, I fuckin agree with them." ...I don't know why but somehow I believe this is more fact than fiction. Sometimes I even feel this way with my friends. Just chilling with me because they think they have to. Well fuck them for thinking that, fuck me for not realizing it sooner. Piss off, just admit it to me so I can find new friends. Especially my friends with a significant other. Constantly texting, thinking about other people when they're with me, I know what you're doing. How would you feel if I did that the whole time and didn't say shit to you. So if you feel like you're only chilling with me cause you have to, fuck off. If you're bored with me? Fuck off. Cause I'm done with having fake friends. That goes for my best friends too...shit can't last forever if I feel like shit.
If you're bored and you find the need to talk to me, I don't give a fuck. If that's your reason for talking to me, what can I say...fuck off?

So i think this is the death of my blogspot.
Feel free to visit my tumblr, which is in construction.
MuchLove, Peace the fuck out.
MJMendz

ComeOnNow.

This is the one where I let it all out,

     I shouldn't be expecting to much right, because it seems like I'm expecting a hell of a lot more than I should. I mean, its not like it should be anymore than it should be, and I'm pretty sure she's not feeling the same way, obviously not. Keep calm, cool, collected for the time being I guess. Like I said before, I've read that letter a million times, and the fact that you haven't read it makes me seem like such a loser hahaha fuhh. Anyways, guess I have to be patient...In my own words, "In Due Time" -Freakin Story of my Life I swear.

   I haven't blogged in a long time and I've got a hell of a lot to say but I guess imma keep it short and sweet. Thank you to all my friends for like...I guess letting me consult you, give me advice, keep me calm, just being  true friends. iLU guys for everythang.

This is where it gets personal, and unless you go to HC, you really wouldnt understand as much haha
Shouts to Vanessa...and now Abby haha, you guys always know what to say and how to say it :) Aha f'reals though, when I told Ness that I was like...struggling through yenno..girl ish as usual haha, she told me to talk to Abby "She always knows the right answer" So I was like, alright sounds cool. Little did I know that Abby completely ooooopened up my eyes to everything in my situation haha, it was kinda like we were going through the same thing. But anyways, thank you AbZaps(if you ever read this) and I hope you know I'm here for you too.

• Kimmy, keep your head on your shoulders, even if you're feeling on top of the world like I know you are right now haha! Just keep calm, cool, collective and errthang should be Ights! I'm happy for you and I hope it all turns out the way that you want it too be.
• Anna, lol shiet I like how we were on the bus and shit talking to her about this. Anyways thanks for like chillin with me today at the aquarium and hopefully we get to do this stuff again sometime :)
• Connie, haha sup cousin. Thanks for always being there for me, givin me a hug whenever I look messed up lol, btw yeaaaah pretty sure I don't want you to buy me shoes, at least not now ;) 

Well, I don't really have anything to generally say to everybody...WHITE KIDS ARE COOL TOO OKAY, they need love as much as every other non-white person does haha. I joke, but nah like RyConnor' Dadson, Vukets, and Campagne are dope man, good time today boys! This weeks been fun, not many more weeks pass by before summer comes. K FUCK, I need to pass math or else I will shoot myself in the face, k thanks.

Some wisdom that I got from Abby, (obviously haha)
"Maybe God has a bigger plan for me that I had for myself"

Muchlove,
MJMendz

Playlist#4: Unpredictable.

Updates on my playlist. A lil bit of love, a lil bit of swag for ya.

So Into You - Fabolous & Tamia. (Obviously, this is gonna be my jam forever)
When We Say(Juicebox) - AJ Rafael
Summertime - DJ Jazzy Jeff & The Fresh Prince
Someone to Call my Lover - Janet J.
Pyramid - Charice & IYAZ <3 Luhh this song!
Holla At Me - Chris Brown ft. Tyga
Let's Get Married - Jagged Edge (Calm down, its a good song)
Click - Shawn Dezman

Aha Anyways, Muchlove
MJMendz.

Ayoo

I wanna blog, but i have no time.
this doesn't count :)

Elle Est,

She rocks Nikes, she rocks Vans
Not afraid to rock the New Era Cap
She plays guitar, can sing for a bit.
Got a good head on her shoulders, knows what`s up
Down to party, just not too much
Prettiest girl you`ve ever seen
Chill with the fam, in and out.
Take care of her, she`ll take care of you
You wouldn`t wanna lose her, she`s the bestest*
I`d hold on to her forever if I were you.

Tell me you remember,
MJMendz

Tumblr.

Why does everyone have to use tumblr, haha no one uses blogspot anymore. Maybe I should make one..

Playlist #3: Infatuation. & More.

Totally noooo homo but f'reals, JB's new song is pretty dope. Not gonna lie he's a pretty good artist, but in real life he's a little faggot. Try not to hate on me :S

U Smile - Justin Bieber

Hey Daddy - Usher ft. Plies

PYT (PrettyYoungThing) - MJ

Do You Remember - Boyz II Men

Selfish - John Legend ft. Yeezy

Healing - Jagged Edge

New Girl - New Boyz

thas'it

AND...shoes I want to get Obviously.

Jordan2Retro,Jordan3Retro,VansEra, NikeAirRoyal(Mint)

^Not like this matters to anyone, just sayin ahaha.

Anyways

Peace, Love, Black/Red/White Rainbows,

MJMendz

Cooobers.

So basically this is just a list of songs that I want to make covers of, Ill be lucky if I do two or three haha.

Drive Myself Crazy - N'Sync

Livin A Lie - Dream ft. Rihanna

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat 

Lemonade - Passion

Selfish - John Legend & Yeezy

Where Did My Baby Go - John Legend
Cross The Line - John Legend
Some Drake song, cause Drake's dizzope 

Some Usher song for the sake of...its Usher that's why.

"If Ya'll Fresh To Death, Then I'm Deceased."

MJMendz.

Ahh Shoot, you would Mendoza.

So I've been watching wrestling all day...dgaf I'm too friggin lazy to change it. Americans are so crazy, just sayin. If I ever cried watching wrestling like these people I'd shoot myself in the face.

Ye, I'm not gonna post about whatever, cause I don't wan't to go through it. I just like how when I'm down in the dumps  my friends can pick me up, and even tell me to stfu and stop whining already haha!
Sorry, I'm not gonna make this long either sooo yeah..i just hate how I rage out when I'm mad, I wish I could just stfu f'reals. Values for the week, as if I ever do this haha,

• Humility.
• Self-Representation.
• Dedication.

Would I change for you, would I change for anygirl, meh..hopefully you'll love me either way.
Alrighty, I'll watch TimothyDeLaGhetto, and Ilikegrass videos till I sleep :) the best. And if that doesn't work...Pokemon anyone?

TresHurt For All Times,
MJMendz.

GiveUsThisDay.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8
MuchLove&GoodLookinOut,
MJMendz.

Playlist #2: Steezy

General playlist, emotionally driven? Haha iunno yo.

Entourage - Omarion
Icebox - Omarion
Nothin on Me (RMX) PMac&JVoQalz
Go On Girl - Ne-Yo
Selfish - John Legend ft. Kanye
Soundtrack To My Broken Heart - Mario
Yo - Chris Brown :) haha
I Finally Know - Boyz II Men
New Girl - New Boyz
I Can Be More - Lloyd ft. J.Holiday

If you love, then you love, If not just peace it.
MJMendz

YouKnow ;)

NathanShawnMichaelWayna album by BIIM is probably one of my favourites from them go listen to it if you're ever lookin for music.
Thanks,
MJMendz

Your My Strength When I Wan't To Give In.

This is the one where I go all Religious on you,

Going to a Catholic school we have the privilege of going to mass at lunchtime on your own choice. I know people think it's uncool or whatever just the idea of wanting to go to lunchtime mass(if you go to HC y'all know what I mean) Anyways, I think its like the perfect opportunity for everyone. Sometimes I feel that people don't really care about praying or anything considering religion unless they're getting something in return. Like I know just "praying" is good right? But like, people will just pray for an A on their test, or a Xbox for their birthday. Maybe they get it, maybe they don't. Regardless, after this event has happened people just stop praying not even giving thanks upstairs^
Im not trying to be a priest or anything, all I'm saying is that you should just make an effort to give thanks for the little things.

If you're not Catholic/Christian...this is akward.

If you're reading this maybe you should like, read a book or some shit haha JOKES,
Ight, PzEzy
MJMendz

Playlist #1: Needless To Say.

Just a couple of songs off my general playlist, cause we all know you can't listen to 1500 songs on your ipod errday.

Over-Drake
Zone-Drake
CudderIsBack - KidCudi
Electric Feel - MGMT
Homecoming - Kanye West & Chris Martin
Cricketz - New Boyz ft Tyga
Stranded - Mario
LOL :-) - Trey Songz ft. Soulja Boy & Gucci Mane
The Best - Soulja Boy
The Pursuit of Happiness - Kid Cudi & MGMT

Peace Love Eat & Sleep,
MJMendz

I Said, Ooh Girl.

What up What up

  Sup, haha I like how I didn't make a post about how my birthday went, whatever its dondeez now and I'm not really in the mood anymore sorry! Soooo, I had an interesting talk with Nessa today hahaha :) (Im not gonna go in details) So basically, I was in a situation...well I can't even explain it. LOL BASICALLY, she used the classic phrase "Would you want some guy to be doing that with your sister" and I was like uhh..shit..no, I think not? Haha anyways, she definitely cleared my head from all the things that were tying knots in my head haha. So don't worry Ness, even if I do "you know what" I'll take care of her haha <3 Oh and Religion class, pretty sure it was the most interesting class of the day for once lol! Basically Friedman got friccckin told by Nessa haha peace out! Oh yeah ERock your so gay for playing that song in Religion...you know ;) but your forgivin for making a legit plan gj.

Oh yeah, i just started watching Timothy DeLaGhetto vids on youtube recently, this dude is hilaaaaaaarious haha!

Anyways Peace, Love, and LOL Smiley Face,
MjMendz

TrésHurt #2

REMINDERS:
Shop Friday "Sumo Money, I got Heavy Paper"
Party Saturday

1. Hope It actually goes down
2. Hope "everyone" goes.
3. Chill on my roof, yenno.
4. Watch Up? Yay, finally
5. Goodies? Yes please.
6. Play COD
7. Possibly Record
8. Don't piss off rents?
9. Get acquainted again..?
10. Have fun, check check.

Ahh yeah so I know I'm asking a lot this week from my fam, with a party and all. Just hope that everything goes down, and everyone can come. No joke, it wouldn't be the same if one of you couldn't come, the whole dynamics of the system would be flawed to the highest degree of extendability to the Bank of Montreal. Don't ask me about the whole Bank Of Montreal thing, I think I'm drunk and don't know what I'm talking about. But I don't know if I'm drunk cause I've been home all day and I've never consumed an alcoholic beverage in my life...

I know we're not supposed to go to church for like.... possessive natures in mind, but like..I'm trtying to go to church all week just to like, pray to God that this stuff goes down yenno.? Yeeah I know I'm a bk, but I just hope everything and everyone goes down...as if i haven't said this before.

Praise, Love, Eat, Sleep.
MJMendz.

Young4Evs, Re-Up.

I like how my captioning was 16 going 17, going on life.
Guess what im not freakin 16 anymore so...I don't even know haha

I have to wake up at like 9:30 tomorrow what the fuck -.-
MJMendz

Ok There Michael.

So I kinda wanted to post today about my birthday-day? But I think its best if I don't post when I'm pissed-off, yeah? So yeah I'll probs post tomorrow when I'm bored at my cousins house, sounds good.

Anyways if you happen to come across this just read my last "entry" its pretty interesting I guess haha

KMuchLove & and Peace,
MJMendz.

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