LikeYouMeanIt?

First of all, I'm too lazy to make my blog look "fancy" so I just added an LB picture? Haha good touch!
Fuck what you heard, I'm not tied down. I don't know how that's getting around, I wish I was haha jokes, jokes. But anyways whats good? Haven't really "posted" in a while I know. To be honest I've been kinda frustrated lately. Tryin' to figure what I should be doing, in...life? Freakin Course Selections are due tomorrow and I still have like 4 or 5 classes to fill in, and what am I doing, blogging of course. I don't know what the huge fascination  of blogging is, I'm still trying to figure out.

"Michael Mendoza, notorious for his random vents/outbursts." - Everyone.

In all seriousness I think that blogging can be good for you. Even though random-ass people at HC that I don't even know read my blog, THANKS :) Even though...yeah yenno. S'all good though, cause at least my opinion on...life is getting out, sure k thanks again? I like how my friends from soccer and my friends from the football team watch my covers on facebook and don't mention it to me until I see them in person, AB haha!


Random Moment: Think back 3 weeks ago. I remember I was going to a pizza party event with my soccer team, being the only Filipino on the team I felt that it was purely my obligation to appear 30 minutes late. (Yeah y'all know what I mean haha!) Anyways, when I arrived they were all looking at me. All I could do is sit down silently, look up, and say, "What Up?" in an akward face. Apparently that was the first time they've seen me out of a soccer outfit, and they were going on about my style, "Hey, Mike's got swag. Hey I'm feelin Mike's outfit." And all I could do was not my head and say, "Thanks?" AHA anyways thanks kids.


If I don't respond to you on msn, text, or facebook please don't hate me! I have short-term memory loss and i am a schizophrenic.(Clearly looked up how to spell skitzofranic) But yeah if you really wanna talk or chill, freakin call me. Cause people always ask me to chill over msn and that other crazy stuff and I'm always like, "Oh yeah sure, whenever's cool" And then when "whenever" comes around, nothing ends up happening. So yeah just call me.


Last off, its almost my freakin birthday...I still don't really know what to do. Or what to ask for... :) All I know is that just means im that much closer to graduation, ma gaaaad.


Course Selection Choices? BeeTeeDub, my sheet is crumpled, they're probably going to expel me for this..

• English 12 - I actually like English, well the creative writing for the most part.
• Religion 12 - It's not YFC, I can tell you that. I wish it was.
• Biology 12 - I actually like Bio, and I can stay interested in it.
• Law 12- Hell yeah, Just try and dis my mama, I'll come at you with a rebuttal.
• Physics 11- Cause everyone else is taking it...JOKES!
• Other possibilities I'm not sure of: Foods, Writing, PE 12, Geography?

All I can say is, I really wan't a spare. People doing French 12 are crazy -.- And I still don't know what to choose omfg... Am I really supposed to decide my life by tomorrow, cause it sure seems like it.


I really feel like pouring out right now but fuck it/fuck you :)


MuchLove, I luhhh you...Tres Hurt Anyone?
MJMendz.


P.S. You're so fuckin hurt. Just stop it, you know who you are. And yes if your second guessing if its you, it obviously is.

Untitled.

He takes a glance into the future.

Unsure of where he wants to be, who he wants to be.

Not knowing of what he could become, limitless potential.

Unable to acknowledge everyone around him.

Learning about humility everyday of his life.

Always looking back, barely looking forward.

He wants to be everything she wants him to be & more.

She just wants him to get lost.

He would do anything for her, anything to make her smile,

She doesn't understand, keeps him waiting a while.

He waits day after day, for that second chance.

She has no idea of what she really wants,

He knows she's exactly what he wants & more.

And it's funny cause she doesn't have a clue,

That he's totally in love with her.

Maybe he'll get his chance, who knows.

One day he'll move on, move on from his old ways.

Accompanied with fortune, friends, family, and his faith.

Nothing but his heart on his sleeve, and a smile on his face.

He'll persevere and break free from his two-dimensional self.

"We fall only to rise up again. We set goals, only to exceed them. We believe in our destinies so we can persevere."

MJMendz. P.S. dont think its me..cause its not :)

So..

Fuck waiting, I need to do this shit nooooooow!

1Way, 2Do, 3Words, 4You.

5,6,7,8?

Ayoooo what up, what can I say. Sucks that I don't have spring break and everyone else does, thats cool. Anyways I find it funny how errbody seems to be "goin out" :P (Hello Sam...:P ) And im just chillin here, alone fml...Haha jokes s'all good I guess I'm a work in progress. Cause there actually is someone that I'm into you could say...lulz I dont even know yo. So yeah, dont really know what to do. Taking my time is so gay, but at the same time I dont wanna force it or anything, yenno. But at the same time I should "man-up" as they say. Iunno, no rush. Or is it? ;)
BTW look out for a Lemonade cover with Me & Kevin in the near future!
This week I received some advice from one of my friends, "Don't Be A Faggot!" I dont know about you, best advise i've heard in a long time haha

Anyways MuchLove,
MJMendz.

"Hello world, this for the guys who said I get no girls. This is for the girls who said I had no great looks, now those same girls wanna add me on Facebook."

TrésHurt.

Sooo random thoughts off the top of my head once again, you could call it a vent if you wanted haha.
-My new catch phrase is Trés Hurt. Don't ask me to explain it, I don't even know what it means geeze. Nessa was there to witness the birth of a great catch phrase, just sayin haha :)
-I've spent so much money in the last two months, shiet. But today was probably the best pick up. I got a Jordan shirt, with a Jordan bag and what can I say, its dope as fuh.
-Not much really to say...Oh yeah hopefully my rents get me that Phils jacket tomorrow.

My rooms a mess yo, I should clean it up.

Anyways hopefully this night doesn't end up Trés Hurt. FML JUST READ MY OTHER POSTS OK, THIS ONE IS SHIT.
MuchLove,
MJMendz.

TworkItOut.

What I learned just now as I'm writing this is, is that some times you just have to do things on your own. Don't ask anyone for help, and don't tell anybody. Once your goal is achieved, then you can brag lol!

Oh March, the best month of the year how I've missed you. I love how I have no pro-d days in March, I love that most of my friends have spring break, and I love how many times I've had to resist scratching my eyes due to my stupid and I mean S.t.u.p.i.d allergies! Haha you know what its alright though, cause March has been pretty dopes so far. What's today...March 2? Yeah March 2nd anyways, I'm thinking that today was actually a pretty good day! I can't really explain it though, I guess everyone just seemed chilled, joined track (not officially), thought I did well on my English in-class write up, hopefully? aha Nevertheless, good day (Y)

So since its the beginning of March I might as well do this...

Btw side comment before I forget it: Some people are really emotional and just build it up, lemme tell you let's just say I've got a lot of "spirit" and my "spirit" tends to get out of hand sometimes, JUST SAYIN' :P

Anyways what I'm trying to do is this: What will your March be like?

• Well first off...Its ma birthday, lets just say I'm one of those losers who hypes up his birthday to the world so errbody will know! But yesh...read my other entry to see how I feel about turning dix-sept ans. I honestly don't know what I'm doing with my birthday. Lemme see, the usual fam party where I get all the dough, haha KIDDING much love though. Umm chill sesh with HC, do it ups! And of course chill sesh with the "bestfriends."
• So, I demonstrated my Canadian pride last month right? So now Its time to demonstrate my filipino pride. How will I do this you may ask? Well I dunno, shouting like a fuckin maniac when Manny Pacquiao fights?! Haha shieet thas wassup. March 13, on your calendar, remember that. If you don't watch I will fight you myself. But it's usually a struggle deciding where to watch the Pacquiao fight with my family. I wanna watch it with ma homies, but my family thinks its like...a family gathering or someshit. Well technically it is but, what the hell, its not easter or anything come on now. All I'm saying is that if you are the person who is watching with me, you should really bring a camera and record me spazzing out. At least I think its awesome haha!
• Okay so first of all, I really don't give a m'fck what you think about me when I say, POKEMON COMES OUT NEXT WEEK. Holy shit, I think this is what I'm most excited about haha. I swear if you see me in my free time, I will probably be playing this shit, hell I'll probably be playing this shit till the end of the year. Straight up ;P I dunno about you, but Pokemon is like...a childhood passion that will stick with me fo' life.

Okay so if your wondering, I actually have vents on my Blackberry. Its hilarious, cause its so much more personal than blogger. Sorry for my eyes only ;) And hope I gave you something interesting to read Nessa :) lols!

Yenno, they say don't turn the page, it will only ruin your chances. But how about we take that chance.

MuchLove, MjMendz

P.S. If you wanna get me something for my birthday get me Ray-Ban Wayfarers, cause I really don't wanna buy them myself <3>

HypocriticalCritic.

Today will probably go down as one of the most memorable days in Canadian history, and it'll probably be one of the most memorable days in my life as well. Hearing my dad say, "I know Crosby will score the winner" still gives me goosebumps! I can say that, I know where I was, who I was with, and how I was feeling when Canada won the gold in the most decorated hockey game in the history of the game. The hype was undeniable for sure, you couldn't get away from it if you tried to. The countless "GO CANADA'S!" and "LUUU's" that filled the cold streets of Downtown Vancouver are enough to keep your spirit energized for the rest of the night, I'm just glad I got to experience all of the magic. So off the top of my head, here are a couple of things that stuck out to me during the olympics.

-Clearly my family does not spending money on food during the olympics. 6 dollars for a plate of chow mein is freakin robbery at its finest.
-Tourists make me want to live in England or Melbourne for a year, just so I could have the privilege of having an accent and making the girls squeal by other than singing. Jokes about the last part ahaha :P
-Everyone was a Canadian. Even if you were filipino, chinese, indian, or italian. Clearly the Maple Leaf was the symbol of unity, lets keep it that way.
-One Of the Highlights of my day was when the whole sky train (including me) sang Oh Canada, it was amazing!